In contrast, I am not one to bare my soul. To be excessively transparent or vulnerable. Sincere, yes. Genuine, absolutely. But pouring out emotions to the world, not so much. I have always had a bit of a conflict with the whole blogging thing. It seems so… out there. Ones life for all to see. A business blog of course is another matter; what a great tool for communicating, for updating! And yet, I haven’t been terribly good at it (as you may have noticed from the time that passes between posts). :) It seems sometimes a chore to add to my already overwhelming list of things to do. And until now, mixing the business posts with personal insights just hasn’t been my style. (Which brings me to some new ideas I have been mulling over for turning this blog into something entirely not like anyone else’s… but more on that later). :)
So today I was inspired because this woman’s blog, personal stories of her day or her grief mixed with undeniably gorgeous photos of her children & more, was full of LIFE. And I was drawn to her. Her ability to translate everyday moments and her love for her children into something beyond beautiful. Her willingness to open her soul to the world and surrender to the emotions we all feel. It made me want to, of course, take more pictures of my kids, my precious kids. But also to add a bit of life to my blog too, soul-baring or not. :) And though I still imagine this blog as informative, business-oriented, an inspiring connection to photography, fashion, & creativity, I also want it to have some depth. I think it should be a bit more REAL.
So to start, here are some things about me. Not flighty things, but REAL things. (Beyond the fact that I love to see the world through pictures and am honored to have the privilege to do so).
-I am a deep thinker. I am very analytical. Despite being obsessively creative and idea-oriented I actually love details and problem solving.
-I want to love life more. To love God more. To love my husband more. I do not think I could love my kids more.
-I love to write. I write in my head all the time. I have very little time to actually write on paper. Someday I would like to write a book, or two, or several.
-I used to be a perfectionist. I'm now "very meticulous" and yet completley flexible at the same time.
-I am inherently empathetic, excessively compassionate. I try to avoid being so. To the point that I cannot watch the news or think to hard about the world around me or I fear I might do nothing but cry over other people’s grief or tear up over the wonder of so many blessings. And yet I am almost always happy. Joy comes from far more than circumstances.
-I have serious plans for at least two other businesses. I cannot stop the ideas from coming. Yet I see no way in which they will ever exist since it just me, myself, and I (and we have very little time on our hands).
-I talk too fast. Often times too much. I am much better with words on paper than in person. If only my mouth was half as savvy as my brain.
-My New Years resolution is to spend more time with people and less with my computer.
-I really-truly-genuinely care about people.
-I love~love~love my business, but I love my family more.
With that said, I hope you will be inspired to be introspective for a moment as well. To love more, to let yourself take time to feel, to get caught up in the joy of life no matter the circumstances. To seek purpose and truth. And of course, to be grateful for what you have.
With a new blog format coming soon (& by soon I mean as soon as I can humanly get to it when I currently have 28 business & marketing projects on my plate outside of my regular client upkeep) :) I will make an effort to mix in glimpses of my children, my life, or my thoughts. Maybe for you, maybe just for me. Because what's really important is what's really important and it's good to be reminded of that.
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